why couldnt he tell me himself?
Bleh. Jordan, you know the guy, the guy who claimed to always be there for me, to always love me, to be my best friend forever, and to be the best boyfriend ever already has a new girlfriend. i know i should have been prepared for that, but it took me as a suprise. i cant stop crying, and its depressing the fuck out of me. i hate crying. jason tryed to talk to me, and it worked for the mean while, but then i texted jordan to see if it was even true, and he was all "cant talk now, im with my girlfriend".... i cant believe it. he was always telling me how much he wants to see me and stuff, but now. i cant handle it... i wanna scream and tell every one...