I decided to update... healing...
Well.. what can I say.. life has taken some good and some bad turns. I lost the one person who meant the most to me. His fault not mine. I miss him a lot. If I only missed him it wouldn't be so bad.. I would be over it by now.. but I love him. And I hope he loved me too! I don't hate him for what he did.. I just feel sorry that he thought he had to do all of that stuff! I'm talking to him.. cause for some reason I can't just drop him completely. But I'll never see him again. Which makes me sad. That is why I cried earlier today. I want to see him so bad and hug him and tell him I love him in person instead in an IM or a text. The phone doesn't even cut it for me. I guess time heals all wounds right?