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I'm not into public displays of emotion... or discussing how i feel. My closest know that.
But this whole Max ordeal.... i don't even know what to call it.
To be honest it hasn't dawned on me yet. I haven't really come to terms or accepted. I still feel like we're finally going to hang out like we planned come august. I am not going to lie, even though i put it off it was nice having someone close to home near me. I haven't accepted it and i don't plan on it. Not for awhile. I wish i had gone to the funeral but i am glad i didn't. Like i said i'm not into public displays of emotion.
So when you die, will you leave
Behind, all the leaves
That we sewed, to ourselves
With the lines, and the webs
Was it hard, to retrieve
All the lines, and the seeds
Do you love, do you try
I don’t care, it’s the sign
But this whole Max ordeal.... i don't even know what to call it.
To be honest it hasn't dawned on me yet. I haven't really come to terms or accepted. I still feel like we're finally going to hang out like we planned come august. I am not going to lie, even though i put it off it was nice having someone close to home near me. I haven't accepted it and i don't plan on it. Not for awhile. I wish i had gone to the funeral but i am glad i didn't. Like i said i'm not into public displays of emotion.
So when you die, will you leave
Behind, all the leaves
That we sewed, to ourselves
With the lines, and the webs
Was it hard, to retrieve
All the lines, and the seeds
Do you love, do you try
I don’t care, it’s the sign