I wrote an email to Bryan today.
...I thought seriously about Monce for the first time in a while tonight. How I wished I could have brought her back with me! She needs somebody to be there for her so badly and I would have done it. ...at least that's what it felt like. I hope her mother magically became the best mom ever overnight. Either that or that she just died so at least Monce won't have any more false hopes that she'll ever take her back.
Maybe these are erroneous thoughts but it's how I feel. I hope I get to see her again next summer. I hope Bryan responds to the note I sent him and tells me how she and her brother are doing right now.
::sighhhhhh::
world's a crazy place