Jan 18, 2006 22:04
HI I AM SILVANA, AND I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND, WELL I FEEL MORE SARCASTIC LATELY, MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO FALL OUT BOY'S NEW CD, FUTCT EVERYDAY SINCE, I DONT KNOW. FOR SOME REASON, I ALWAYS GET SARCASTIC AFTER LISTENING TO THAT CD. BUT YEAH THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS " LIVE JOURNAL" I DONT KNOW, IM JUST BORED, AND THERE ISNT A BETTER WAY TO WASTE MY TIME, THEN TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS OVER A LIVE JOURNAL RIGHT?! RIGHT! BUT I AM 17 YEARS OLD, AND IM A MUSICIAN, AND I AM A DANCER, AND LYRICIST, AND ANYTHING ELSE I PUT MY MIND TO. BUT TODAY, I AM THE BEAUTIFUL WIFE OF PRINCE ROGERS NELSON! YEA, TOMMOROW I WILL BE THE WIFE OF PETER WENTZ. SO THATS MY LIFE, EXCITING, WHEN ITS IN MY HEAD, THATS WHERE I LIVE MOST OF THE TIME ANYWAY. BUT YEA, I FEEL FUNNY, I FEEL....REALISTIC, AND MORE CLOSE MINDED, I DONT KNOW WHY BUT USUALLY IM NOT LIKE THAT, USUALLY, ILL TELL YA ANYTHING YOU WANT TO HEAR IF IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER, AND I TRY TO BE INSPIRATIONAL, THAT SHOULDER TO CRY ON, THAT EAR FOR LISTENING, BUT TODAY I FEEL LIKE, WHATEVER. I DONT CARE, ITS FUNNY HOW WE BECOME CONDEMNED TO THE WORLD( THATS THE NAME OF ONE OF MY CDS) BUT HOW WE LEARN WHAT TO BE AFRAID OF, AND WHAT IS THOUGHT OF AS STRANGE. VERY FEW OF US, LEARN THE STEREOTYPES AND LIMITATIONS BUT REFUSE TO BE CODEMNED BY THEM, VERY FEW OF US GAIN OUR OWN INDIVIDUAL LIBERTY AND EMANICIPATE OURSELVES FROM THE TUTELAGE OF THE WORLDS JUDGEMENT! AND WHAT I NOTICED WAS, EVEN THE PEOPLE WHO LOOK LIKE THEY ARE NOT FOLLOWING ANYBODY, AND THEY ARE " THEIR OWN LEADER" THEYRE FOLLOWING SOMEONE WHO IS LIKE THAT, MAYBE BECAUSE THEY ARE ATTRACTED TO THAT PERSONS BLUNTNESS AND " I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT YA SAY" ATTITUDE?! BUT YEA, I ANALYZE THINGS A LOT ALSO, I SHOULD BE LIKE A THERAPIST, OR SOMETHING WHERE MY PONDERING QUESTIONS GO HEARD AND NOT UNANSWERED, BUT I AM GOING TO BE A THERAPIST, JUST A MUSICAL ONE, AND I CAN STILL ASK THOSE QUESTIONS, AND INCORPORATE THEM INTO MY MUSIC, BUT THE ANSWERS ILL PRAY TO GOD, FOR THE ANSWERS AND WHEN I FIND THEM, ILL WRITE A BOOK, SOMETHING LIKE " THE SECRETS OF LIFE" IF THAT TITLE ISNT ALRADEY TAKEN! WELL UNTIL I THINK OF SOMETHING ELSE, OR ROLL OVER, WHICHEVER COMES FIRST, I WILL SEE YOU LATER, WHOEVER YOU ARE! I HAVE A MYSPACE, TYPE IN LADYTEE269@EARTHLINK.NET TO FIND ME. AND I HAVE A FRIENDSORENEMIES.COM ACCOUNT NAMED EYEOJEHOVAH. ALRIGHT THEN HELLOGOODBYE.
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