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ok, so earlier today i reacted to something in a way i really, really didn't expect. and as a result i had to reexamine a couple things about myself.
in the end, i realized that im afraid of losing friends, even tho i know its a rediculous fear. so, im not going to hermit, im not going to be weird about it again. im going to deal with for some of the same reasons im going to prom with georgia in spite of the money concerns, because my friends are more important, im not going to fuck with something that could make one or more of my friends happy.
also, i am looking forward to prom now, all i can think of is how awesome she's gonna look and how she makes me feel every time i get to see her. and i know once it's prom night all im going to care about at all is gonna be her.
that is all.
p.s.
ok, there's a real update, ya happy now woman?!
:-D
in the end, i realized that im afraid of losing friends, even tho i know its a rediculous fear. so, im not going to hermit, im not going to be weird about it again. im going to deal with for some of the same reasons im going to prom with georgia in spite of the money concerns, because my friends are more important, im not going to fuck with something that could make one or more of my friends happy.
also, i am looking forward to prom now, all i can think of is how awesome she's gonna look and how she makes me feel every time i get to see her. and i know once it's prom night all im going to care about at all is gonna be her.
that is all.
p.s.
ok, there's a real update, ya happy now woman?!
:-D