Feb 22, 2006 00:45
alli have to add to what i've already said in my last few posts is that i am trying really hard to be cool with being single. i haven't been in anything resembling a serious relationship for more than a year now and it's been fairly nice, but...
i don't know kids. i want to be close to someone. i'm over my ex and also most of my insecurities that i picked up during and just after that relationship. i think im pretty much ready to get back into it.
anyone know any nice girls? im no good at describing my taste in looks, so let me worry about that. i like nerd girls, or least a girl who is cool with my nerdiness. she's gotta be into at least one or two things i am so we have something to talk about. (books, music-preferably of various kinds- gaming etc.) gotta be ok with me smoking and drinking occasionally. supportive, not obbsessed with control but not a weakling...
must be ok with a guy who's goals in life don't include being hugely successfull financially, because i probably never will be, and there are other things that are much more important to me.
but again, if no girl who meets what i need, and needs what i meet:P comes around then i will continue on as i have been.
instead of putting it below, here is the music that keeps running through my head lately.
by: Johnny Cash
Melinda was mine
’til the time
That I found her
Holding jim
Loving him
Then sue came along
Loved me strong
That’s what I thought
Me and sue
But that died too
Don’t know that I will
But until I can find me
A girl who’ll stay
And won’t play games behind me
I’ll be what I am
A solitary man
Solitary man
I’ve had it to here
Bein’ where
Love’s a small world
Part-time thing
Paper ring
I know it’s been done
Having’ one
Girl who’ll love me
Right or wrong
Weak or strong
Don’t know that I will
But until I can find me
The girl who’ll stay
And won’t play games behind me
I’ll be what I am
A solitary man
Solitary man