our love is dead but without limit like the surface of the moon
out of sight, out of mind-I will enact this philosophy to grow stronger.
This was a fun weekend. I saw some people I havent seen in a while, mostly family but a few familiar platonic faces. The city at night has been looking all weird and fakemovieset and purple when I take the bus home it looks really phony. But I'd be lost without it the lights are like a map rolling hills meadow forest wouldnt be able to do it for me on a daily basis. But the sky..mm. three weeks til winter break. New Years and all that jazz- I hope there are some really fun parties and familiar faces.
I've been spending time alone a lot, mostly by choice, tired or lying down in my room and just thinking adn listening to old music and getting excited about it. It's decent introspection, but i easily lose hold of my thoughts and forget any epiphanies I may acquire. Anyway, since a weird experience last saturday ago i feel super detached from everyone and inclined to be rather cold and far away and get frustrated easily when i'm upset, i really feel it, but also feel less inhibited and as a result closer to certain others.
pretty much any other week. and i don't even have time for college applications already. priorities wrestle! ding ding!
oh and tonight i was supposed to have practice with my jazz fusion band and it was cancelled late and i pretty much sat around wondering when it was starting and now feel really stupid because i wasted a lot of time and had other things i really would have rather done than sit around. still, i'm anxious to practice.
This was a fun weekend. I saw some people I havent seen in a while, mostly family but a few familiar platonic faces. The city at night has been looking all weird and fakemovieset and purple when I take the bus home it looks really phony. But I'd be lost without it the lights are like a map rolling hills meadow forest wouldnt be able to do it for me on a daily basis. But the sky..mm. three weeks til winter break. New Years and all that jazz- I hope there are some really fun parties and familiar faces.
I've been spending time alone a lot, mostly by choice, tired or lying down in my room and just thinking adn listening to old music and getting excited about it. It's decent introspection, but i easily lose hold of my thoughts and forget any epiphanies I may acquire. Anyway, since a weird experience last saturday ago i feel super detached from everyone and inclined to be rather cold and far away and get frustrated easily when i'm upset, i really feel it, but also feel less inhibited and as a result closer to certain others.
pretty much any other week. and i don't even have time for college applications already. priorities wrestle! ding ding!
oh and tonight i was supposed to have practice with my jazz fusion band and it was cancelled late and i pretty much sat around wondering when it was starting and now feel really stupid because i wasted a lot of time and had other things i really would have rather done than sit around. still, i'm anxious to practice.