math and other bullshit
so i managed to get a decent mark on my first math unit. at first i was pissed i didn't get perfect because i tried so hard to but you know i managed to get over it once i realized it's an A and i never ever got A's in math back in the day. i am signing up to retake english too, i don't know why i create chaos for myself but honestly the more i pack on the better i end up doing i seriously think i thrive on it sort of like an adrenaline junkie but not with adrenaline...with chaos. i just finished a long assignment, i spent it researching why i should be an advocate for the new ban on smoking in cars when children 16 and younger are present. the first part of the assignment was to gather stats etc and compile them into this summary of points etc, seriously tedious and time consuming. now don't get me wrong i hate the idea of kids in smoky cars but it's honestly hard for me to create an argument for the ban, why you ask?...i'll tell you it's because now the ontario government is controlling a LEGAL substance, this is VERY BAD what will this lead to. all of it honestly freaks me out sometimes i seriously feel like moving to the middle of no where with nothing modern. can you even do that anymore? maybe i have peter pan envy, ahh fuck look who i'm turning into...anyways back to reality things are managable here, math is being conquered, so is the advocacy class because on assignment 2 i will crush them with my insight as to how wrong any ban prohibiting legal things is...aside from school, there is the gym, my arch nemesis...i've not been going as often as i wanted but i vow this week will be better, i went today but it was closed for family day by the time i arrived, i plan on going tommorow first thing. eden had a dr's appt today, he's 18lbs, 11oz and 28 and 3/4 inches i can hardly believe it, he's so tall. anyways that's my life...