I feel somewhat better now.
After a good cry while taking a shower, I came out refreshed, calm, solemn. I know the problems are still there, but I'm ready to take it on. This will make me stronger. Initially I left this window open so I can let out all my problems, and that too helps, but today I think I needed a good cry. It's been a while since I left tears fall down my face, all those bottled up emotions, it's amazing how it was all released with tear drops. I feel better now, better than before, and hopefully stronger for tomorrow. I will become stronger because even though life can seem unreasonable harsh, there isn't anything I can't overcome, I just need to try.