Just A Dream
I guess it was kind of a sweet dream that made me realize that sometimes a hug can mean so much more and be so much better than a kiss. (though I've never been kissed and I'm now 19) It was a little dream I had about a close guy friend, who I guess I had/ maybe still have a shallow crush on. I can't remember much about it now, but the part in the dream where he hugged me was so distinct that it felt surreal...yet sweet at the same time. I felt so safe and happy when he caught me because for some reason in my dream I kept running away. (This may be symbolic for how I always "run away" or avoid things in real life) That seemingly real feeling of being hugged and to hug back without holding back just felt really happy and nice.
What sucks now is that I'll be hoping nightly to find that kind of dream again.
What sucks now is that I'll be hoping nightly to find that kind of dream again.