Sep 07, 2003 23:51
i am so lame.
i am way sore from working out.
lunges can kiss my bootay. i never knew there were that many muscles in your legs. geesh.
only 65 more to go. at least 30 by xmas i hope.
i think i can do it.
i can do it if you have faith in me. i need you behind me. i need you to push me when i don't want to do it anymore.
if i fail at this, i don't know what i'll do. probably kill myself. i need this. it's the only thing making me feel good about myself right now.
i have so much energy. i feel great. i even noticed myself walking taller today. i don't want to lose that. i can't.