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i'm prolly the worst person i know, but i also feel i'm the best person i know. I don't want your opinion. I haven't cried in a while. I want to crawl into a dark hole, but not die, more like just go away, and have time pass over fast, in waves. I say this because i think with time things will get better, or rather that is what should happen. But i'm worried that no matter how much time passes shit won't get better. people, i'm really just a fuck up who happens to be a swell person. Is that cockiness? as always, as ever, I don't believe in "deserve"s. Perhaps that's only because i might be the person deserving.