last chance for one last dance
Andy's parents are in Rome. I spent the night with him. I just got home. We went to see "Primevil", I didn't know it was about an alligator killing people, I thought it was a person. It was in Africa, so it was good none the less. He bought me some perfume, paid for the movie, and bought us dinner. It was nice being paid for, for once. It was hard sleeping. There were a couple crickets the lizards didn't eat and they were making that noise all night, plus Stalker's red light had to be on all night so it was rough, then I woke up at 7 and we didn't go back to sleep.
I need a nap, I want to read also.
GOSH I had to go in at 5 in morning yesterday, be there at 5, I got there at 430, anyway the copier broke, so we got sent home at 9. Isn't that stupid? Waste of time getting out of bed. But it was nice getting paid for doing nothing, and I got to see the light of day of a Saturday, for the first time in almost a year.
I have to study for my CNA test today too.
Why do bandaids get yucky so quick? I just put the darn thing on.
Anyway, I'm still not me.
I can't put my life on hold for him. My last entries were about Kyle. =(
The monster's coming back, the one that makes me crazy, fucked up, and sad. I don't know what to do. I wish I had someone to talk to.
I miss Brittany so much.
I wish you made a better choice and didn't let everything ugly and complicated come between us.
I wish we were best friends and other stuff again.
I will always hope for us. But it's way too complicated.
Isn't it sad, I imagine you when me and him are together. It's totally not the same, but I can't help but see your face.
Good people are the one's that suffer. They're weak because they fear.
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm still mad as hell.....
I need a nap, I want to read also.
GOSH I had to go in at 5 in morning yesterday, be there at 5, I got there at 430, anyway the copier broke, so we got sent home at 9. Isn't that stupid? Waste of time getting out of bed. But it was nice getting paid for doing nothing, and I got to see the light of day of a Saturday, for the first time in almost a year.
I have to study for my CNA test today too.
Why do bandaids get yucky so quick? I just put the darn thing on.
Anyway, I'm still not me.
I can't put my life on hold for him. My last entries were about Kyle. =(
The monster's coming back, the one that makes me crazy, fucked up, and sad. I don't know what to do. I wish I had someone to talk to.
I miss Brittany so much.
I wish you made a better choice and didn't let everything ugly and complicated come between us.
I wish we were best friends and other stuff again.
I will always hope for us. But it's way too complicated.
Isn't it sad, I imagine you when me and him are together. It's totally not the same, but I can't help but see your face.
Good people are the one's that suffer. They're weak because they fear.
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm still mad as hell.....