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i was so pissed off last night. because benjamin was making this huge deal about daniel inviting me to this cabin thing this weekend... which i ended up not going on... so now i don't exactly have any plans... i was gunna just be with zac, but he made other plans cause he thought i was leaving =/ .. major suckage. maybe me and yessi will do something since patrick's gone too..
me and daniel have been talking/hanging out alot lately. which is fun =] i told him to make up for me not going, maybe after he gets back, and i'm back from boston.. OH! we're going to boston on the 27th for a week =D... anywho.... but when i come back i should have my lisence if not a car, i can use that ghetto truck, or mom's car... and we can go somewhere pretty and take pretty photographs =] i'll have to talk to mom about it... and zac, cause i know i might feel kinda weird about that situation if it were him going.... i'm excited about going to mass tho.. =DD
me and mom went to go look at cars today, and i got a bunch of brochure things today =D
and i absolutely fell inlove w/ the saturn "vue" it's so adroable, and it comes in hybrid!!! AH i'm such a hippie but i love it! and the inside is really nice and it's like what i've been looking at, like... it gets really good gas mileage. 27/32 or something like that.. which is fucking amazing for a suv, or crossover w/e.... =DDDD i'm so excited, we might go back and see if i'm able to test drive it tomorrow... and look at a few other dealerships =]
OMG!! i saw my dad today!! sam! my real dad!!!.... AH! he was driving, and we pulle dup next to him, and my mom was like do you have a minute?? so we pulled over and talked for a little bit... mom was doing most of it. i was crying =\ haha....but yea!! ahhhhh.... he's got a grey beard now... he looks old. but we're supposed to get together for breakfast or something... =\ ahhhhh so weird!
anywho... soooooo me and zac have been kinda arguing/fighting w/e alot lately lol and it sucks ass... but i think it's over, and i think things are getting better.. even tho he was supposed to come over last night, and ended up falling asleep again... like i asked him not to... or if he was going to to tell me. fucker... that really upset me i think. i kinda expected it. but it really bothered me because i shouldn't expect it, like it's really sad that i expect it.... =\
but like... yea we're going to watch him wrestle this coming up weekend.. the 24 & 25... then the 26 i get my lisence, then the 27 we go to boston.. AH! busy busy!! lol...
but yea, soooo i'm excited about seeing him wrestle, kinda... i hope he wins, that'd be really cool. if he wins state he'd be the first person in mayde creek history to ever win first in state... ever... wow. lol i think he's really good at wrestling, i'm proud of him : )
but i hate the fact that he has to go to college, i mean don't get me wrong i want him to go to college and everything, but i don't want him to leave me. and it's like, if he gets a full ride somewhere, no matter what he has to take it... and unfortunately wrestling is popular in the northern states... not texas. and he plays football too... but he's better at wrestling i think. i mean i've never really seen him much at football or wrestling, but apparently he's pretty damn good at wrestling if he makes regional champ, and 2nd in districts... and goes to state. i mean.. that's pretty damn good if you ask me lol.
i'd rather him go to college for wrestling than football anyway... i really don't like football, it seems really bad. i mean he's gotten worse injuries from wrestling... but, iunno... it seems you get more in football, just not as bad.. i don't know. i like wrestling better lol... i can understand it better =P
but like... ughh i really don't want him to go far. and if he has to i want to go with him... i think that'd be really cool. i mean it'd be kinda weird, cause it's like... i'd have to leave my family really early... 16 is early.. i think that i'd be fine, aslong as i came back everynow and then.... i think it's just that people will talk, and i hate thati care what people think, but lol i mean i don't really... but i kinda do... like man 16, that's crazy. but i really do love him, and i know he does me too. i mean he wouldn't have come back to me if he didn't lol. ugh. it's quiet troubling...
happy late valentine's day!!!
i'm gunna finish my room =\
me and daniel have been talking/hanging out alot lately. which is fun =] i told him to make up for me not going, maybe after he gets back, and i'm back from boston.. OH! we're going to boston on the 27th for a week =D... anywho.... but when i come back i should have my lisence if not a car, i can use that ghetto truck, or mom's car... and we can go somewhere pretty and take pretty photographs =] i'll have to talk to mom about it... and zac, cause i know i might feel kinda weird about that situation if it were him going.... i'm excited about going to mass tho.. =DD
me and mom went to go look at cars today, and i got a bunch of brochure things today =D
and i absolutely fell inlove w/ the saturn "vue" it's so adroable, and it comes in hybrid!!! AH i'm such a hippie but i love it! and the inside is really nice and it's like what i've been looking at, like... it gets really good gas mileage. 27/32 or something like that.. which is fucking amazing for a suv, or crossover w/e.... =DDDD i'm so excited, we might go back and see if i'm able to test drive it tomorrow... and look at a few other dealerships =]
OMG!! i saw my dad today!! sam! my real dad!!!.... AH! he was driving, and we pulle dup next to him, and my mom was like do you have a minute?? so we pulled over and talked for a little bit... mom was doing most of it. i was crying =\ haha....but yea!! ahhhhh.... he's got a grey beard now... he looks old. but we're supposed to get together for breakfast or something... =\ ahhhhh so weird!
anywho... soooooo me and zac have been kinda arguing/fighting w/e alot lately lol and it sucks ass... but i think it's over, and i think things are getting better.. even tho he was supposed to come over last night, and ended up falling asleep again... like i asked him not to... or if he was going to to tell me. fucker... that really upset me i think. i kinda expected it. but it really bothered me because i shouldn't expect it, like it's really sad that i expect it.... =\
but like... yea we're going to watch him wrestle this coming up weekend.. the 24 & 25... then the 26 i get my lisence, then the 27 we go to boston.. AH! busy busy!! lol...
but yea, soooo i'm excited about seeing him wrestle, kinda... i hope he wins, that'd be really cool. if he wins state he'd be the first person in mayde creek history to ever win first in state... ever... wow. lol i think he's really good at wrestling, i'm proud of him : )
but i hate the fact that he has to go to college, i mean don't get me wrong i want him to go to college and everything, but i don't want him to leave me. and it's like, if he gets a full ride somewhere, no matter what he has to take it... and unfortunately wrestling is popular in the northern states... not texas. and he plays football too... but he's better at wrestling i think. i mean i've never really seen him much at football or wrestling, but apparently he's pretty damn good at wrestling if he makes regional champ, and 2nd in districts... and goes to state. i mean.. that's pretty damn good if you ask me lol.
i'd rather him go to college for wrestling than football anyway... i really don't like football, it seems really bad. i mean he's gotten worse injuries from wrestling... but, iunno... it seems you get more in football, just not as bad.. i don't know. i like wrestling better lol... i can understand it better =P
but like... ughh i really don't want him to go far. and if he has to i want to go with him... i think that'd be really cool. i mean it'd be kinda weird, cause it's like... i'd have to leave my family really early... 16 is early.. i think that i'd be fine, aslong as i came back everynow and then.... i think it's just that people will talk, and i hate thati care what people think, but lol i mean i don't really... but i kinda do... like man 16, that's crazy. but i really do love him, and i know he does me too. i mean he wouldn't have come back to me if he didn't lol. ugh. it's quiet troubling...
happy late valentine's day!!!
i'm gunna finish my room =\