this wasn't how it's spposed to be.... i won't forget you PLEASE don't leave....
=]... he didn't it again...
i thought he would... this time i really had something to talk to him about tho.... and i'm not going to write about it here cause that's something i'd rather him not find out on here first. cause he reads this.. or did.. and i don't wanna risk it...
i'm not mad, if anything a little sad =\...
i haven't talked to him all day... he's got a message up that says he dropped a couch on his phone, and it broke lol.. and he's getting it fixed today.. but it' slike 8 o'clock... and he sent me a message at like 2 am saying he forgot to call again... whatever. i dont undertand why he didn't call instead of texting me.. that's what i had asked him to do in the first place... i don' t like when he texts me, then i end up calling him... i hate calling him. i wish is he didn't like to call me he'd jsut say that... instead of not calling at all.. cause that jsut puts me back like 50 thousand steps at trusting him, or anyone.
and i'm probably not going to talk to him tonight either... i hope he calls. he should. but that doesn't mean he will... it would TOTALLY be the right thing to do lol
i'm considering giving in and calling him... but i really don't want to lol
i thought he would... this time i really had something to talk to him about tho.... and i'm not going to write about it here cause that's something i'd rather him not find out on here first. cause he reads this.. or did.. and i don't wanna risk it...
i'm not mad, if anything a little sad =\...
i haven't talked to him all day... he's got a message up that says he dropped a couch on his phone, and it broke lol.. and he's getting it fixed today.. but it' slike 8 o'clock... and he sent me a message at like 2 am saying he forgot to call again... whatever. i dont undertand why he didn't call instead of texting me.. that's what i had asked him to do in the first place... i don' t like when he texts me, then i end up calling him... i hate calling him. i wish is he didn't like to call me he'd jsut say that... instead of not calling at all.. cause that jsut puts me back like 50 thousand steps at trusting him, or anyone.
and i'm probably not going to talk to him tonight either... i hope he calls. he should. but that doesn't mean he will... it would TOTALLY be the right thing to do lol
i'm considering giving in and calling him... but i really don't want to lol