No well-wishers
Last nite i got a text from my good friend -Jo from high school, it sounded almost surreal.
Her mom passed away from a reoccuring cancer of the colon. I tried calling her at 4am when i heard
the news. She was sooo super close to her mom, i can't imagine how she's taking it, i will go over to her
house tonite to pay my respects. I knew her mom too, a very nice pleasant lady, always jovial and smiling.
I don't know if its me or all the ppl i know, things are just rotting all over at the begining of the year.
I don't know or don't dare to think how worse it could get.
Gets me thinking how much we should appreciate ppl when they are around.
But ppl usually never know wot they lost until its gone, I'm so living through that.
I tend to always look back in regrets, don't tell me to be optimistic or positive cos
i really don't know how it works, it never does.
Her mom passed away from a reoccuring cancer of the colon. I tried calling her at 4am when i heard
the news. She was sooo super close to her mom, i can't imagine how she's taking it, i will go over to her
house tonite to pay my respects. I knew her mom too, a very nice pleasant lady, always jovial and smiling.
I don't know if its me or all the ppl i know, things are just rotting all over at the begining of the year.
I don't know or don't dare to think how worse it could get.
Gets me thinking how much we should appreciate ppl when they are around.
But ppl usually never know wot they lost until its gone, I'm so living through that.
I tend to always look back in regrets, don't tell me to be optimistic or positive cos
i really don't know how it works, it never does.