Ah, the future...
Last night I couldn't sleep for the life of me. Thoughts were flashing through my mind, one right after the other. So I got to think about a lot of things. For the first time, I considered moving home for the summer. I hadn't even entertained the idea before that. I know I hated it last summer. I know that I'd be working dumb hours, and that I'd probably want to leave shortly after returning...but I'd get free room and board, I'd get a break from dorm life, I could save up money for a car or college in the future or a computer or whatever.
I think the worst part about going back, is that I was very clear when I said that I was NOT going to. Under any circumstances. When I think about it now, it doesn't seem so bad, but I know the feeling of being trapped and living such a secluded life would creep in soon enough.
Maybe I'm afraid of change and that's why I all of a sudden want to move back.
Who knows....I need more time to think.
I think the worst part about going back, is that I was very clear when I said that I was NOT going to. Under any circumstances. When I think about it now, it doesn't seem so bad, but I know the feeling of being trapped and living such a secluded life would creep in soon enough.
Maybe I'm afraid of change and that's why I all of a sudden want to move back.
Who knows....I need more time to think.