mirrors

[eyelidslitme]

I schedule my eyes to lose your image,
trained to lose you.
your voice burns and cries something I've never heard,
it signals me to stop and lose everything again.
a crowded mind to make empty.
no more you,
no shame in ending oneself.
you can let your fear expand I can have no control.
take my skin and drain it, leave no innocent blood behind.

I'll fall to your theme and cast images on my walls,
of vacant people, vacant lives,
no harmony is endowed.
the streets are strange,
black murders turn to
dark havens
and I thought I was the one who liked to choke.
all the girls that cry and hold their crosses,
I'll drag down ones dress,
how pretty,
pretty ugly the mess we're in,
but I leave a kiss in your hand hold it until you forget.

heads are filling with sand
and my heart dips deep to the ground,
you will forget and I will spiral down,
running wild on tragic lips
that speak our tragedies
and the glass
that wont release me.

fil.