hrm..
depression.. anxiety.. all of the above.
I don't know why.. but it always seems that when things are going really well in 90% of the facets of my life.. those other 10% are absolutely horrible. And it never works that my business and April facets can both be happy at the same time.
I'm getting ready to hire her as my secretary.. something I'm very excited about doing, and I know for sure that it will work out very well.. and our personal problem seem to be getting smaller every day. I'm thinking that if this working relationship works out like I know it will.. we'll probably be getting married next fall.
But, then the stupid business side has to go shits up on me. I've got so much work to do it's not even funny.. but I'm too busy doing office work and talking with my web guys to get anything done.
req has been very helpful. He's always quick to do whatever I ask of him. The biggest problem I have with him is that he can't quite do everything I need done, and that he's a college kid, with a social life. Between his classes and his cool partying life.. he's got only a few hours a day where he's able to do anything.
Iimzodar is awesome, he makes INCREDIBLE websites.. but I'm afraid he's going to be too pricey for me to be able to give much work to him. The market I'm in doesn't really require $2-3000 websites, but if it did, Iimz would be the man. I don't feel that he's ripping me off.. I just feel that he has extremely high quality work, and that it's just not needed for the sites I need done.
Sarvas, has been incredibly helpful with working out hosting problems, and keeping me from blowing my brains out. He's really not that bad of a guy if you can get passed his front. He's my database geek, and also helping me administer things. I think our relationship will work out great, I'm not too worried bout him.
I ate three supersized cartons of fries, and two double-quarter-pounders from McDonald's for lunch today, along with my 52 Ounce mug full of Mountain dew. I am the fattest man alive.
I'll be posting websites that we get done here.. feel free to review them and offer suggestions. You won't be paid, but you can at least be the negative criticizing fucks that I know you all are.