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HAPPY 4th OF JULY!
Well i don't know whats going on anymore...i'm so confused. i'm leaving for DI on friday but at night cuz me and my mom are leaving after work so we won't get there til one or two in the morning which sucks in its self. but then im either staying the rest of the time (my mom said i could) or leaving on sunday again with my mom and not coming back up til thursday (dad said i had to) this is because of my moms job. she has to work mon-wed the first week. now if i go home i miss the first week but if i don't my dad will be mad at me the whole time. i don't know what to do... i mean if my mom wants me to go home with her i will even tho i wouldn't be the happiest camper. however my mom said i don't need to and that she knows how much it means to me and she really doesn't need me to come home. i'm torn and i've been crying about this all weekend... i have such a bad headach from crying so much and i'm on the brink of tears no matter what i'm thinking about. AAAAHHHHH! okay im sry i'm sure none of you care or our going to read this but thats what my life is about right now so yeah.
Well i don't know whats going on anymore...i'm so confused. i'm leaving for DI on friday but at night cuz me and my mom are leaving after work so we won't get there til one or two in the morning which sucks in its self. but then im either staying the rest of the time (my mom said i could) or leaving on sunday again with my mom and not coming back up til thursday (dad said i had to) this is because of my moms job. she has to work mon-wed the first week. now if i go home i miss the first week but if i don't my dad will be mad at me the whole time. i don't know what to do... i mean if my mom wants me to go home with her i will even tho i wouldn't be the happiest camper. however my mom said i don't need to and that she knows how much it means to me and she really doesn't need me to come home. i'm torn and i've been crying about this all weekend... i have such a bad headach from crying so much and i'm on the brink of tears no matter what i'm thinking about. AAAAHHHHH! okay im sry i'm sure none of you care or our going to read this but thats what my life is about right now so yeah.