shopping
so yeterday my cuz amanda calls me randomly and is like lets go get coffee. so ofcourse i say yes. it's crazy tho me and amanda never got along before now we talk all the time and actually want to hang out with eachother its crazy! seriously tho i mean we hated eachother we wanted to be the crap outta eachother half the time. i mean it shows how much we have grown and like its just cool because i see how much i've grown and matured in the last few years. i don't know it is both a blessing and a curse to be as mature as i am. like i have a voice that yells at me when ever i want to do some crazy things so i never do things normal teens do(its not like my conscious it's differant)...thats not to say i don't have fun and im not normal it just means i don't party or anything like that. So then its also a blessing because i don't get into trouble or whatever. i don't know i really just can't wait to be outta highschool and start my college career and my life. i don't know many people who are sure of what they want to do in there life but i do and i'm dead serious about it too. i don't have any second thoughts or anything which is completly nuts. i have no motivation in highschool anymore it's like the only reason i am there is to get credit in order to graduate. wow i totally went off on a tangent...sry guys just stuff thats been on my mind lately.
I have to go to lakes and give a presentation to the middle school...ahh scary me getting up and talking to a big group of ppl. luckly someone will be with me even tho it won't be sarah cuz she can't miss anymore school. shes graduating soon and i'm sad i'll miss her so much. thats another thing i'm gonna be a senior next year which is sweet and all but it's also crazy and i can't believe it! but yeah i have to go talk to them about the conferance that they raised money for...should be intresting. this whole conferance has expanded my horizions in so many ways and it's crazy! i am starting to know the type of ppl i want to be associated with and the people i am most happy around.
yeah well i've rambled on enough so i'm gonna go get ready to go to the mall with amanda again. talk to ya'll later...love kat!
I have to go to lakes and give a presentation to the middle school...ahh scary me getting up and talking to a big group of ppl. luckly someone will be with me even tho it won't be sarah cuz she can't miss anymore school. shes graduating soon and i'm sad i'll miss her so much. thats another thing i'm gonna be a senior next year which is sweet and all but it's also crazy and i can't believe it! but yeah i have to go talk to them about the conferance that they raised money for...should be intresting. this whole conferance has expanded my horizions in so many ways and it's crazy! i am starting to know the type of ppl i want to be associated with and the people i am most happy around.
yeah well i've rambled on enough so i'm gonna go get ready to go to the mall with amanda again. talk to ya'll later...love kat!