The Only Exception
Naturally people have this pre existing idea of what kind of person they would like to date….The problem starts when that person only see’s the traits they want to see you in…to them….you have enough qualifying quality’s to fit the mold of their “ideal person” so they ignore those big red flags or even little cues that hint that you aren’t that person….
I FEEL this happens far to much to me…people wanting me to fit into the mold of their ideal person…..Why do they feel like I’m such a good match for them yet I cant feel it at all? I’m well aware most people would feel flattered if people constantly “felt a connection” with them…but because I don’t feel it in return, the situation somehow makes me feel disconnected. Its been a year and a half since my last real relationship, since then I have failed to feel a real connection (That goes beyond sexual attraction) Maybe this connection these girls feel for me IS in fact real….maybe its me that’s broken….maybe subconsciously I don’t want to feel it? Am I really going to play the “I was hurt so much in the past im afraid to get hurt again” card? Naaaah….I really don’t think that’s whats going on…
Maybe the love you hear about from a cold play song…doesn’t really exist…but I sure hope it does
When I graduate I want to look out into the crowd and search for my girlfriend…
I want to have babies and take turns changing diapers….
I want home cooked food to come home to after work
I want an "Only exception"
I FEEL this happens far to much to me…people wanting me to fit into the mold of their ideal person…..Why do they feel like I’m such a good match for them yet I cant feel it at all? I’m well aware most people would feel flattered if people constantly “felt a connection” with them…but because I don’t feel it in return, the situation somehow makes me feel disconnected. Its been a year and a half since my last real relationship, since then I have failed to feel a real connection (That goes beyond sexual attraction) Maybe this connection these girls feel for me IS in fact real….maybe its me that’s broken….maybe subconsciously I don’t want to feel it? Am I really going to play the “I was hurt so much in the past im afraid to get hurt again” card? Naaaah….I really don’t think that’s whats going on…
Maybe the love you hear about from a cold play song…doesn’t really exist…but I sure hope it does
When I graduate I want to look out into the crowd and search for my girlfriend…
I want to have babies and take turns changing diapers….
I want home cooked food to come home to after work
I want an "Only exception"
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