Jul 19, 2005 22:54
This summer has been flying by. I have been keeping really busy so that would probably be why. I havn't really been hanging out with friends a whole lot but hopefully that will change soon, i have hung out with jess for the past few days so that is cool, and Patrice and Air call me a lot so its all good in the hood. Derick is over every day now for some reason it is OK though i guess.
I'm beggining to except the fact that people have changed and i can't do anything about it. Shit happens. It's not worth worrying about.
THe play coming up is going to be coo, hopefully lots of people will go. So my Dad is paying me $500 to make the pond look pretty and shit so i have been slaving away for the past week. It will be worth it though.
I hate not having my truck to drive. I'm am such a fucking idiot. It sucked when it happened because it made me think about Shawna. Yesterday was her birthday, it must have been really hard for Jeanie. Pete, Air and myself went to her grave a couple days ago. It was sad. I didn't think i was going to cry that hard. I'm glad they were there though.
My fucking truck is going to be Pimp when its all fixed. I want to paint the bitch gold so it is gonna be even more Pimp. Tommorow i am working at woodlands. I like it there, people are really nice and the kids are fun.
I have to now choose between going to Central or doing the Nashville thing and going to a community college my first year. I guess it would be a lot cheaper and it would be the same general classes at both colleges. Decisions decisions.
I miss my cousin Desi. She is a bitch and doesn't come visit me ever. just kidding . not. ;) that thing is gay. Me too...ok