Happiness...
I just want to have happiness again... I want to be in love.
How come someone I've always supported and loved keeps destroying my life... How could someone do that? How can anyone be that mean... even after I didn't do anything to her... for christ sake she even slept with one of my friends when I was overseas... HE WAS OVER THERE WITH ME... he went home on leave and fucked her... I had guns... and tons of ammo... I could have destroyed him... and I could have come home and killed her... did I?
No... I shook hands with the kid, and gave her my blessing. THAT'S HOW FUCKING GOOD I AM... And where does it get me? Where does my kind heart get me after all this time... continuing to support her, continuing to give her advice for her relationships... Why must I be miserable after all I've done?
Where does she get off doing this to me...
How can anybody be so inhumane?! I won't call her evil... she doesn't deserve such a glorious title... but she's nothing more than a pathetic, awful, terrible, mean person...
When will she get hers?! WHERE ARE YOU KARMA... MUST I TAKE MATTERS IN TO MY OWN HANDS?!?!? YOU KNOW I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON, MA'AM... Please help me Gods and Goddesses... please bless me with something beautiful this Christmas... in the form of a loving, honest woman. Please...