Apr 14, 2006 04:42
About 3 more hours...
All I do here is think... I don't like thinking, I want a job that keeps me busy... I NEED a government job outside of the military, or a state job... Once you're in there, you're all set. I want to put my resume in a police stations that don't require a civil service exam, just because I have a better chance to get on there, rather than waiting in line for 5983985 years because you get thrown on a list... When you don't have to take the exam, it's easier(in my case) because of a military background... As a Military Police Officer, I think I should be alright. I've been in the service for just over a year now.
I have learned so much, and I want to use it, rather than let my brain rott... I like challenges. HUGE challenges. Things that normal people would be like.. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU kind of challenges...
I really TRULY want to go into a special victims type unit... I want to specialize in rape/rape homicide kind of stuff... I really don't want dirtbags on the streets anymore, and I really think I could help out with that sort of stuff. It just, calls me to it... I'd rather see that I could change someone's life, as opposed to trying to figure out why their's had to end... But, regardless, that is going to take a lot of work! I need to get back to school... also, need schooling so I can pursue my officer goals in the ARNG...
I want to be an officer, but I need more schooling before I can do it. You need 90 credit hours when you start, and 120 by the time you're done. So, I've got my work cut out for me.
-sigh- That is all.