Today?

Feb 25, 2005 23:50

So me and syd were talking today, yeah, i figured out the worst way imaginable to die lol, seriuosly. I wanna coreograph a dance to arc of time real bad... i wish i could like actually dance, i would do it like all the time, just dance around, thatd be freakin rad. I wish i was graceful, thatd be pretty kewl. haha too bad im the biggest klutz of all time! So today i wore hot pink tights, it was weird, cause everyone stared at me, haha i wonder what they all thought. Our trip to the library was the BEST! i miss it - syd knows what im talkin about. ah well, its weird to think that that part of my life is gone for good, cause it was a huge chunk there for a while, ah well, theres not really anything i can do about it, god, i can like never do anything about anything, grr.

"It was a spectical, no i, i mean a miracle, so i fell like a girl from a balance beam, a gymnasium of eyes all were holding onto me, i lifted one foot to cross the other, and i felt myself slippin, it was a small mistake, sometimes thats all it takes... I was as helpless as a chesspiece as i was lifted up by someone's hand...but in all of my salvation i still felt imprisonment in the holding cell, that is myself, so i wait for the day that i hear the key as it turns in the lock and the guard will say to me, oh my patient prisoner you waited for this day and finally you are free, you are free, you are freezing..."

You know what i hate the most, and no not who, cause we all know that, but WHAT-
The fakeness people have, they acts they put on - hate it! supremely annoying!
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