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alright so...yesterday.. i spent the day in bed crying...or on the computer crying ... or on my floor wailing...i cried so much by the end of the day my head was killing me it felt like it was gunna fall the fuck off.. then i asked my mom if she could massage my hands[because it helps your headach] she came up and did it... and my feet too.. and to get rid of headachs that way you press really hard and since she has nails in the morning i woke up and i had a mark on my hand from where she pressed on it... it hurts alot but it helps your head. seriously ive never had such a bad head ach. i couldnt even sleep. i also felt like i was gunna puke.. my mom said that i might have been dehydrated because i didnt eat or drink at all that day. i only had a tea.
i feel like total crap because of the way i acted. what i did was soo fucking stupid. im soo mad at myself and i feel like garbage.
today i was gunna stay at home but my mom wanted me to help her pick out a gift for vanessa..so i went and did that. and i ate some bacon and eggs but not all of it but i wasnt really hungry. havent eaten anything since then.. i just had a tea and im still not very hungry.
i guess thats all for now.people to talk to and such. bye
i feel like total crap because of the way i acted. what i did was soo fucking stupid. im soo mad at myself and i feel like garbage.
today i was gunna stay at home but my mom wanted me to help her pick out a gift for vanessa..so i went and did that. and i ate some bacon and eggs but not all of it but i wasnt really hungry. havent eaten anything since then.. i just had a tea and im still not very hungry.
i guess thats all for now.people to talk to and such. bye