as a black cloud covers the beach...
considering the length of time that has passed since any new words have flashed across this screen. . . . . . . . .
i am at a loss.. i have no idea where to even begin.
but the cycles repeat themselves
and it follows the trend.. hold my hand, BREAK MY FUCKING FINGERS AND LAUGH RIGHT IN MY FACE.
i tend to forget the boys that make me feel like a worthless piece of shit are, in actuality, the worthless pieces of shit themselves.
n e v e r a g a i n.
dontcallme,dontfeeltheneedtoburdeneitherofuswithyoutryingreallyhardtopersuadeyourselfthatyoustillwantmeinyoulife.idontwanttobeinyourlife.fadeaway.fadefaraway.fadeasfarawayasmyfeelingsfortheonewhodidthisbeforeyouhave.liveinyourmisery.
i am at a loss.. i have no idea where to even begin.
but the cycles repeat themselves
and it follows the trend.. hold my hand, BREAK MY FUCKING FINGERS AND LAUGH RIGHT IN MY FACE.
i tend to forget the boys that make me feel like a worthless piece of shit are, in actuality, the worthless pieces of shit themselves.
n e v e r a g a i n.
dontcallme,dontfeeltheneedtoburdeneitherofuswithyoutryingreallyhardtopersuadeyourselfthatyoustillwantmeinyoulife.idontwanttobeinyourlife.fadeaway.fadefaraway.fadeasfarawayasmyfeelingsfortheonewhodidthisbeforeyouhave.liveinyourmisery.