May 05, 2004 23:37
As I was talking to one of my friends today, a thought crossed my mind. It explained the way I feel sometimes, this blissful tranquility that washes over me when I think of only the good things in my life, all flashing at once through my mind. And then all the aspects of life, and my existence hit me with such a force, that I have to breathe out..almost of sigh of utter happiness...a happiness that is so different and distinct than all other "happy" feelings. It isn't the happy that you feel when you win a competition, or when you find that special someone, it's different. It's an internal happiness, that when keyed in correctly...you can access at any time...any moment of the day if you wish. And it can make you feel that great jubilation that no words can describe. I wonder, it may just very well be the Holy Spirit, reminding me that it continues to reside within my soul. It adds such a joy to your day, when you're reminded that no matter what, you will always have that happiness. You will always have your life to live and make the most of. You will always have all the wonderful memories you've shared with the people that you love. No one can ever take that away from you, and as long as you have that...happiness is at your fingertips. You know, life can be so poetic, like a song..and if you just listen to the music it will take your soul to places you've never dreamed of. It really is a great feeling.