this is it....

[eyeforaneye_]

fuck it this is it...i fucking quit. Life is just a series of games. And im losing badly....i quit...fuck it...

i want to lacerate
feel the blood drip
a feeling like no other
take me off of these pills
hand me another shot
couldnt hurt

you couldnt imagine the feeling
the pain
of tearing at your own flesh
i feel so alive
it feels so fucking real

to know you can do it on your own
make no mistake about it
not taking my own life
just like the feeling
of knowing you can do it
and have no consequences

another pain unlike that of guilt
and heartache
i will fucking wash this pain away
and watch it drip from my arm
a gathering of drops
upon my hand

the crimson glistens
like rinestones in broad daylight
with a smile on my face
slowly fading as the wound heals
i search for another escape
from this catastrophe

take these however u want to i dont give a fuck anymore....