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[eyefloss]

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[anonymous]

I still think about people from my past. The people who I shouldn't be thinking about, and the people who I try to tell myself I don't miss. And honestly, I don't miss them at all... but that doesn't matter. I keep having dreams about them. All of them. Constantly, and it doesn't go away. And this makes me think about these people.

The worst part is, I am so paranoid over it that I feel like it's building up to something. That I'm being prepared in all of these dreams for something to happen and my world gets flipped and I'm stuck in these situations.

I'm terrified. I know it's paranoid. The way I was raised taught me to be nothing but paranoid. I've had so many things happen to me throughout my life and so many people turn on me when I least expect it that I constantly expect it all the time. And the people I call my friends hate me a little more every day for it.

I don't know what else to do. And I'm starting to feel like something's wrong with me. Not just because of the paranoia, but because something has to be wrong for all of those people to do those things to me in the past. I just don't know what it is I've done to deserve any of it.