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two days later, i still feel so much happier than I normally do on a day to day basis. ever since the fiasco with the other, i've been uncharacteristically unhappy. it's not normal. I've always been the guy that nothing affected, that nothing bothered. I guess i always just thought i was happy, but was actually just neutral. Then while I was with the other, I was really, really happy, and now neutral just dosn't do it for me anymore. but this weekend, I spent time with her. and even though right now nothing is going to come of it, nor will anything come of it in the near future, just her presence makes me feel... right. she makes me feel right, for the first time in a long time.