virginian moon, i'll wait for you
when the future's architectured
by a carnival of idiots on show
you'd better lie low
if you love me
won't you let me know?
--Violet Hill; Coldplay
i get to sleep more at night and focus on work more
this hiatus is actually doing me some good. i almost forgot how it felt before you came along. though i miss you sometimes. well, most of the time. (the sudden ringing in my head alarming me of the sudden change in habits), but it still feels good and normal to know that i do have a life aside the one revolving around you. since now that you have time to focus on your personal lives, it's time i give importance to mine too. i think that's fair. and yes, inevitable. i am keeping the faith, even after your return. awaiting for the next distraction and turn of the wheel. until then, i will be grateful for updates as they come, knowing that all of you are okay.
like an ex-boyfriend stalking me day in and day out, wherever i turn, whichever i listen to, whoever i talk to- it made me think of you. how i led my life to this kind of maze miro, i actually know when, where, what day, what time. i can't escape, you got me under your skin.
and though sometimes i tend to forget and sway.
it's good to have knocks on the head once in a while.
i should keep, stick, screw, nail this in my head.
as much as i love you. not everything is about you.