Feb 20, 2008 18:09
+ Hello World. I'm starting to lose my hair, and soon to run out of budget for this darn forsaken 'complex' program. pretty good that I get to do some testing today; i get those days that it almost freaks me out to touch the program because it's so long and it will be so difficult to trace the logs because it will have thousand of lines. I was able to have some courage today. I'm so eager to submit this already, now if only i can finish the humongous configuration before I ran out of accounts to use (which will never happen, anyway).
+ I had an uneasy sleep last night. I fell asleep around 11pm while waiting for a dvd-r to burn and woke up at 2am, naalimpungatan. so I had to check the DVD first if it works, checked on net updates, before I closed the computer around 2:45am. Wasn't able to sleep immediately even though the lights and my eyes were already closed. Uncomfortable on the bed, I kept on turning, finding the warm spot perhaps because it was still cold even if i already had 2 blankets on me, and my right leg hurts from being exposed for a long time in front of the electric fan (Arthritis at 23?!) and maybe because i was thinking of a lot of things suddenly...
+ I thought of what i can do, something fruitful, something beneficial for myself when the time comes that I would have to leave Manila and go to my parents in LA. When I won't probably have a job to attend to immediately (i hope not too long). I'll enroll in a refresher driving course and get my driver's license, and get my California ID heh. It's really difficult to commute in the city. and maybe the reason I can't sleep because I was imagining the wide, bright roads in my head. Also I thought, I can enroll in a refresher Japanese language course or a Korean language course. I weighed on the idea as to which language would be better to take up...
+ Comparatively (woah), Japanese is more widely used and I've studied it formally in the past, and then there's Korean that I would get to use for my fangirling whatevs and I've been constantly studying about it too (But Toho is J-pop) shucks. But basically, I'll take similar starter courses for both so whatdaheck. I still don't know. o_o
+ and then I suddenly missed Vanness. maybe he's the one that lulled me to sleep lol. and I woke up around 7:30 am with lots of images in my head. I wake up like that recently, all the dreams piled up.
+ oh by the way, lately have I realized the need to buy a notebook cooling pad/fan. My notebook shuts down on its own when it overheats. and the cooling pad works! i love it. and i just bought it from CD-r king so it's really cheap. yeeah geek. it's my favorite thing for the week!
+ I really have to go back to what I am doing now and I'll be running errands tomorrow morning so I gotta catch up. Well, it's 7 already so I'll probably head home.
gadgets,
f4: vanness,
rl: work,
rl: future