i'm the one...
this was an im conversation ... but it's good. and it's really how i feel. and it's perfect.
"i'm the one who fucked up. i'm the one who let myself get so out of hand on saturday. i'm the one who wasn't caring enough. i'm the one who was confused. i'm the one who still is confused. i'm the one who really doesn't want to be confused. i'm the one who wishes i could just be with him and be 100% sure. i'm the one whose eyes are burning and who's stomach and head hurt. i'm the one who can't eat or sleep or really laugh. and i'm the one who is stuck here ... not knowing what to do."
"i'm the one who fucked up. i'm the one who let myself get so out of hand on saturday. i'm the one who wasn't caring enough. i'm the one who was confused. i'm the one who still is confused. i'm the one who really doesn't want to be confused. i'm the one who wishes i could just be with him and be 100% sure. i'm the one whose eyes are burning and who's stomach and head hurt. i'm the one who can't eat or sleep or really laugh. and i'm the one who is stuck here ... not knowing what to do."