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"I fucking love you." a combination of words that had a profound effect on me. an unusual combination, one may think. a combination that showed exasperation in a situation, one in which feelings were overwhelming but you were too afraid to say them sooner. a combination which expressed the inexpressible depth. you said that a month ago, the first time to really say the "big 3 words". and again, you used them.
this time, a combination that showed ever growing emotions in the face of adversity--a phrase full of audacious longing to never be separated from each other's embrace.
and all I can do is to continue to desperately strive to capture the opportunity to take me back to my home: to you, to friends, to the area that tugs on my heart strings when I have to leave each time.
if only it were so easy as picking up myself, my career, and the few about whom I truly care and transpose all of it.
apprehensive that I may scare you, I kept my aspirations for us to myself. then you had a slip of tongue--and your aspirations for us became known. you seemed to attempt to play it off, but when I gave a slight word of approval, you dropped the front. 3 months may have only passed, but I feel connected to you like no one else. maybe, just perhaps, we were made for each other.
perchance, soulmates may really exist?
this time, a combination that showed ever growing emotions in the face of adversity--a phrase full of audacious longing to never be separated from each other's embrace.
and all I can do is to continue to desperately strive to capture the opportunity to take me back to my home: to you, to friends, to the area that tugs on my heart strings when I have to leave each time.
if only it were so easy as picking up myself, my career, and the few about whom I truly care and transpose all of it.
apprehensive that I may scare you, I kept my aspirations for us to myself. then you had a slip of tongue--and your aspirations for us became known. you seemed to attempt to play it off, but when I gave a slight word of approval, you dropped the front. 3 months may have only passed, but I feel connected to you like no one else. maybe, just perhaps, we were made for each other.
perchance, soulmates may really exist?