held prisoner
hello again. its funny i read my last journal entry and my life completely did a one-eighty. i am once again no longer with chris it's defintly final. he just turned into a complete monster. its ok because our relationship sucked he sucked everything sucked about it. why did i even bother with him again. i was just alone. im ok with being alone im getting my own place in a week. i never thought i would be living on my own so im very excited about it. other than that my lifes been ok i have awsome friends that helped me out and i wanted to let them know that im thankful for them theresea's an all around awsome person. she has the one of the biggest hearts she's amazing and i feel bad she had to see me flip out. the last thing i wanted to do was put a negative situation on her, it wasn't my fault. the next time we hang out will be fun ill make sure of it. hmm what else. my friend rory was there for me too i couldn't have done it with out him. chelsea i miss you. its my day off and im relaxing. RELAX is defintly the word of the month. everyone seems to be telling everyone to relax due to everyone going crazy this month. tomorrow im taking a trip to hamilton mall todd's going with me so it should be pretty interesting. im going to try and see if my friend vicky is still around. hopefully i haven't seen or talked to her in like two or more years. i don't like losing touch with people. i remember vicky's house it's the scariest house in the world her dad looks like the crypt keeper from tales of the crypt and he thinks he's some scientist collects animal bones he has an elk's skull on the kitchen table and baby monkey skulls on shelves and its by the human baby skull too. skeletons everywhere and just weird stuff. i think her dad's sick too one day vicky and i came home to her house early befor her dad suspected we found a pair of his pants stuffed to max and dildos lying around still to this day im clueless to what when on there. i find it too funny. i have never heard of anything like that until i saw the jeffrey daumer movie he probably is a serial killer. he is so scary.