..and I'm flo-ting in a most-a-peculiar waaaa---aaaay
Alright, so heeeeerrrrrreee am I sitting in a tin can
Shut up Bow-ie......
Alright, altogether now...Shutup Lennon.....
Right, all good.
I've been feeling weird lately. I miss my old self. I've been a pretty poor friend throughout this year, and even a pretty poor boyfriend to a certain extent, not because of anything I've done, but because of what I haven't done.
I love the fact that I've grown so much, and become myself alot more, over these past 3 years, but it kinda feels like I've grown so much that it's kind've pushed away some aspects of what I used to be.
Don't get me wrong, there are things about myself from 3 years ago that I'm kinda glad to have behind me; The insecurity, shyness, etc., but this year has just been terrible. It was almost like everything I've become was put to waste. I'm talking socially here. I had a poor academic year, yet I wasn't as social as I have been in previous years. A complete lack of balance.
I guess a good thing is that I now care less about really insignificant things. I don't feel as anxious about the previous nights like I used to. Whatever, I'm rambling here, I might as well get to the point.
My new years resolution is to take a little bit of Scott from 2006, mixed in with a bit of Scott from now. Obviously, I plan on 'reinventing myself' with the more positive aspects of myself from over the years. With that also comes the rejection of some aspects, which is pretty welcomed....
I've been reading over old LJ entries, and loving it. I liked how I updated regularly, and everything was fresh!
Here's my promise to you guys for the new year.....I'm gonna update more often, even when there's not really anything to write about. Lets get this LJ community happening again like it was a while back. I mean, hey, if we can't be seeing each other too much.....
xx Scotty
Shut up Bow-ie......
Alright, altogether now...Shutup Lennon.....
Right, all good.
I've been feeling weird lately. I miss my old self. I've been a pretty poor friend throughout this year, and even a pretty poor boyfriend to a certain extent, not because of anything I've done, but because of what I haven't done.
I love the fact that I've grown so much, and become myself alot more, over these past 3 years, but it kinda feels like I've grown so much that it's kind've pushed away some aspects of what I used to be.
Don't get me wrong, there are things about myself from 3 years ago that I'm kinda glad to have behind me; The insecurity, shyness, etc., but this year has just been terrible. It was almost like everything I've become was put to waste. I'm talking socially here. I had a poor academic year, yet I wasn't as social as I have been in previous years. A complete lack of balance.
I guess a good thing is that I now care less about really insignificant things. I don't feel as anxious about the previous nights like I used to. Whatever, I'm rambling here, I might as well get to the point.
My new years resolution is to take a little bit of Scott from 2006, mixed in with a bit of Scott from now. Obviously, I plan on 'reinventing myself' with the more positive aspects of myself from over the years. With that also comes the rejection of some aspects, which is pretty welcomed....
I've been reading over old LJ entries, and loving it. I liked how I updated regularly, and everything was fresh!
Here's my promise to you guys for the new year.....I'm gonna update more often, even when there's not really anything to write about. Lets get this LJ community happening again like it was a while back. I mean, hey, if we can't be seeing each other too much.....
xx Scotty