roses...
So I haven't really updated my journal in quite awhile. This is mostly because there have been many things happening and because I have had a very interesting week.
In the most part...I have had many questions and thoughts running through my head that I couldn't quite put onto paper (or screen rather).
Questions are lame things sometimes. Other times they can be quite handy to use in particular circumstances.
My questions haven't been answered yet. I'm not sure what to think about that.
I spent time with melody joy. It was good to see her again...in better circumstances i guess. Things are still...weird in a way. We talked about some things and it was good to sit and talk.
It's not like the old days though. That makes me pretty sad.
I went to the katikati youth service last night. It was incredible. Scott bauer said some amazing stuff. It was pretty intense...and frightening. I liked it a lot.
I don't know what else to say. I'm in a weird mood. I guess i just suck at life basically. Apparently i'm too depressed. it's a pitty everyone else here is to that the final result of them being like this is to turn and follow the others. Why would anyone in our nation(s) want to become christians when the lifestyle they have really isn't much different than ours. The difference is we have certain "rules" we apparently have to follow.
If you can follow them you are blessed.
But more blessed is he who is persecuted and doesn't have a choice. Who chooses to live whole heartedly and utterly for christ. Who don't believe in any other way except that of the sufferings of Jesus Christ because of the penalty he paid on a cross 2000-ish years ago so that they could live eternally with him.
We have everything. but we have missed the point...The truth is...we have nothing.
They have nothing...but yet still have everything that we're missing.
They understand more than maybe I/we will ever understand...
and I'm pretty much done. yep. I'm a weird person.
In the most part...I have had many questions and thoughts running through my head that I couldn't quite put onto paper (or screen rather).
Questions are lame things sometimes. Other times they can be quite handy to use in particular circumstances.
My questions haven't been answered yet. I'm not sure what to think about that.
I spent time with melody joy. It was good to see her again...in better circumstances i guess. Things are still...weird in a way. We talked about some things and it was good to sit and talk.
It's not like the old days though. That makes me pretty sad.
I went to the katikati youth service last night. It was incredible. Scott bauer said some amazing stuff. It was pretty intense...and frightening. I liked it a lot.
I don't know what else to say. I'm in a weird mood. I guess i just suck at life basically. Apparently i'm too depressed. it's a pitty everyone else here is to that the final result of them being like this is to turn and follow the others. Why would anyone in our nation(s) want to become christians when the lifestyle they have really isn't much different than ours. The difference is we have certain "rules" we apparently have to follow.
If you can follow them you are blessed.
But more blessed is he who is persecuted and doesn't have a choice. Who chooses to live whole heartedly and utterly for christ. Who don't believe in any other way except that of the sufferings of Jesus Christ because of the penalty he paid on a cross 2000-ish years ago so that they could live eternally with him.
We have everything. but we have missed the point...The truth is...we have nothing.
They have nothing...but yet still have everything that we're missing.
They understand more than maybe I/we will ever understand...
and I'm pretty much done. yep. I'm a weird person.