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And I thought. Not that original. And then I thought some more. And then it struck me - I felt happy and optimist. Then I thought about it even more. Intervals between my thinking so as to communicate and act and also to think some more. A thought within a thought and branches springing out of the womb of thoughts, forming a thought-society. Then reality struck me again - I felt sad and pessimist. This is not a cycle, this is an ellipse and it is almost perpetuating. You sometimes wish it was a cycle, but would you be happy if it was? Sure, you'll gain some more space and knowledge, but will you like what you'll dig out? Will it resemble perfection and does perfection feel boring? Would Skelletor feel happy if he had killed He-Man? I guess I should act. I guess I must act. But I feel like I won't. And then what? New thoughts, new revelations, more percentage of brain capacity to use though less cells to fry. What is my subjective ideal and do I know if it's boring or not? Can it be positively exploited? I guess observing your entourage makes you see in yourself with more clarity. Then you can twig your environment better. Is it so? Can or should this twigging stop? And there's always the issue of distractions. They are surely prospective, but are they bete noir or desirable? And what should they be? But, where it all gets down to, I think, is action whether it's mobile or not. So, I understand this now. So, the blueprints get splayed. Will I encapsulate myself into the void or will I progress?