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[eyeam4ever55]

I am so tired of people
What they say, what they do... everything
I hate having to see them everyday
Hate having to pretend like I care
There are a select few I enjoy
But not many
& some of the ones I like, don't like me, or just don't care enought to talk to me
...Ever
& I'm learning not to care too
I don't mind being alone
But I hate silence
Yet, when people talk to me, I tune them out
I'm like a radio
If I don't wanna listen, I change the channell
Is that absolutely horrible of me?
I don't really care either way.
& I think that's the fact that is eating away at me
I really just don't care
I just want to get through my senior year
that's all
I feel like a scratched record, playing the same lines over and over
"I'm good, how are you?"
But I don't even listen long enough to hear the answer
I don't care
the end
good-bye