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Hello there old friend. How are you? It has been such a long time since i have filled your pretty head with thoughts, right at this moment i am watching the wall, and typing on my laptop that cody bought me. Yes can you believe he bought me a laptop, and its a nice one. One of the new sony vaios. 15" screen, and a wonderful keyboard. Listening to angel and airwaves, its a perfect moment, a plethora of weed, and just a beautiful life. My beautiful boyfriend, my wonderful person, the only one in the entire world that will complete me. All those fairy tales that we try to forget, have come true, meaning, if you never lose faith, and if you keep believing it will happen. I have found someone to take me away from reality, i have found my dream, but i have him always. I fucking LOVE this man.
My life is what you would call perfection, and i don't mean to gloat, and i don't mean to sound as though i am rubbing my perfect life in your face, actually, i am here to say that i have the greatest life, and look at me...be happy for me. Don't be jealous of me, don't think when i get excited that i am trying to throw it in your face. Please understand, that i have what i have always wanted, i have what i have dreamed of, i have what i have lived for. All those moments i haven't killed myself, the reason why i am here, is what i have, and its perfection. I wish that people could have it too.
weed is the most beautiful drug in the whole wide world and i can't see why people love these chemicals, and not this nature wonderful drug that we call mj.
Work has been going really well. I have been there now for nine months, and its going really well. I actually like my job. I mean its nice to have a job that i actually like. It makes the eight hours that i have to be there a little bit easier to digest. Which is nice when you want to be home playing with your puppy, and being with your boyfriend. Its nice to have such an instant self gratification of my life. Seeing cody everyday is the best thing, and its what keeps me going.
I really like this laptop, the way the keys sound as my nails hit the keyboard is awesome. As i sit here now laughing at the sound of my nails tapping on the keyboard, it these things that makes life better. Well i guess its time for bed, and i am tired. inu has his vet appt tomm. yaya...love my kids.
<3 tam
My life is what you would call perfection, and i don't mean to gloat, and i don't mean to sound as though i am rubbing my perfect life in your face, actually, i am here to say that i have the greatest life, and look at me...be happy for me. Don't be jealous of me, don't think when i get excited that i am trying to throw it in your face. Please understand, that i have what i have always wanted, i have what i have dreamed of, i have what i have lived for. All those moments i haven't killed myself, the reason why i am here, is what i have, and its perfection. I wish that people could have it too.
weed is the most beautiful drug in the whole wide world and i can't see why people love these chemicals, and not this nature wonderful drug that we call mj.
Work has been going really well. I have been there now for nine months, and its going really well. I actually like my job. I mean its nice to have a job that i actually like. It makes the eight hours that i have to be there a little bit easier to digest. Which is nice when you want to be home playing with your puppy, and being with your boyfriend. Its nice to have such an instant self gratification of my life. Seeing cody everyday is the best thing, and its what keeps me going.
I really like this laptop, the way the keys sound as my nails hit the keyboard is awesome. As i sit here now laughing at the sound of my nails tapping on the keyboard, it these things that makes life better. Well i guess its time for bed, and i am tired. inu has his vet appt tomm. yaya...love my kids.
<3 tam