meca??... maybe.
ok... so we have some things that are looking up. and some things that are just as crappy as always.
let's start with the goods, then move on to the same ole crappy stuff.
GOOD
-i'm on the schedule for 30 hours this week.
-erika is now firmly employed at the Post Office work 40+ hours a week at a very handsome wage.
-we've upgraded from the basement to a decent size room with a ceiling fan and a rug, daylight, and it's still sorta secluded from the crazy family.
-the dog has been sufficiently spending way more time outside.
-i may be talking some classes at MECA starting in January.
-Dec. 9th-ish we will be residents at 58 Federal Street in the Old Port with my best friend Heather while we sublet for her current roomie Aly.
-my mom seems to like erika more than she likes me, which can be considered bad or good.
-Danny works full time at the USPS with erika and my folks too.
-he might be able to save the house.
-erika's birthday is in four days. AND i have been beating my brains out trying to plan the perfect birthday for her. Apparently, she doesn't even like her birthday because they've suck every single year for her. mostly because lack of fun, fighing, her spending her own money, no birthday sex ever! *shocked*.... but these things will all be changed. because this year she is going to have a birthday extravaganza!
SAME OL' CRAP
-still making very little moneys.
-erika and i are living at 43 Lori Lane for the time being.
-my parents make me sadder and sadder every time i think about them, and how they think i'm wasting my life.
-my sister and i never talk anymore, and i think about it frequently as well.
-i've had all these emotions and words in my head all week, and every time i try to make it a song, i can't.
-we aren't all caught up on bills yet.
-erika and i see eachother way less these days because of the jobs.
-i haven't listened to Ani in like.... months.
-i hate my job.
-i miss my old friends.
-i keep having dreams about a certain ex girl friend, which scares me to death and i can't figure it out.
ugh.
another update, erika and i are the most rediculous stoners ever.
i'm so utterly madly in love with her.
and i've had a really good day walking around down town, hanging out at the studio with Heather, and making beautiful art all the time. my mind never rests for more than a minute. and i usually feel like i'm pushig my self to be on overdrive all the time.
ps...
i miss talking to Alex. where the fuck are we?
ok.. enough babble. i hate live journal. i'm too boring... and there are like 3 people that i read from time to time because most people talk about nothing the same way i do.
the end.
let's start with the goods, then move on to the same ole crappy stuff.
GOOD
-i'm on the schedule for 30 hours this week.
-erika is now firmly employed at the Post Office work 40+ hours a week at a very handsome wage.
-we've upgraded from the basement to a decent size room with a ceiling fan and a rug, daylight, and it's still sorta secluded from the crazy family.
-the dog has been sufficiently spending way more time outside.
-i may be talking some classes at MECA starting in January.
-Dec. 9th-ish we will be residents at 58 Federal Street in the Old Port with my best friend Heather while we sublet for her current roomie Aly.
-my mom seems to like erika more than she likes me, which can be considered bad or good.
-Danny works full time at the USPS with erika and my folks too.
-he might be able to save the house.
-erika's birthday is in four days. AND i have been beating my brains out trying to plan the perfect birthday for her. Apparently, she doesn't even like her birthday because they've suck every single year for her. mostly because lack of fun, fighing, her spending her own money, no birthday sex ever! *shocked*.... but these things will all be changed. because this year she is going to have a birthday extravaganza!
SAME OL' CRAP
-still making very little moneys.
-erika and i are living at 43 Lori Lane for the time being.
-my parents make me sadder and sadder every time i think about them, and how they think i'm wasting my life.
-my sister and i never talk anymore, and i think about it frequently as well.
-i've had all these emotions and words in my head all week, and every time i try to make it a song, i can't.
-we aren't all caught up on bills yet.
-erika and i see eachother way less these days because of the jobs.
-i haven't listened to Ani in like.... months.
-i hate my job.
-i miss my old friends.
-i keep having dreams about a certain ex girl friend, which scares me to death and i can't figure it out.
ugh.
another update, erika and i are the most rediculous stoners ever.
i'm so utterly madly in love with her.
and i've had a really good day walking around down town, hanging out at the studio with Heather, and making beautiful art all the time. my mind never rests for more than a minute. and i usually feel like i'm pushig my self to be on overdrive all the time.
ps...
i miss talking to Alex. where the fuck are we?
ok.. enough babble. i hate live journal. i'm too boring... and there are like 3 people that i read from time to time because most people talk about nothing the same way i do.
the end.