"god i love you julie... i'm sorry i forgot to tell you for a while."
so my christmas eve, was silly. late night smoking and chatting with erika. and the usual case of ADHD. i'm getting better at it, i promise.
so then a funky mood drive home, to discover
"a list of chores left on the kitchen counter with care,
in hopes that julie anne would soon be there."
so while chatting with my "international man of mystery"....i dusted, did dishes, vacuumed, smiled, laughed, pondered summer days, told sad stories, immitated salad fingers, folder laundry, swiffer wet fucked the kitchen floor and ate a slice of week old pizza. ha.
when my folks got home, i napped on the love seat with my laptop and my mom. and she woke up to the "moo" sound alarm on AIM. she jumped and was like, "what the hell was that?" and i just said...."quite possibly my life." and them i dozed back off again.
my dad then decided to make the biggest sandwich in the history of sandwiches while whistling SO LOUD in the kitchen that i knew it was time to wake up, respond to the mooing and knit.
then i looked up my first born child's name online. Conrad Dylan. Conrad means "bold and wise" and Dylan means "son of the ocean." how fucking perfect is that? i then learned that "erika lynn" is scandinavian for "honorable ruler and pretty one", my mom's name monica is greek for "advisor", my sister Jennifer is welsch for "white wave", my brother Trey, is latin for "three", kara is celtic/gaelic for "sweet melody" and julie anne is greek for, "soft haired-youthful gracious one"... not mention the best, alexander isaac is greek: protecter of mankind and hebrew: he will laugh.
if anyone is interested in looking up their names go to babynames.com. it's fun. and time killing.
after that, i watch napoleon (french: feirce one from naples) dynamite with my little brother Gerard (french: brave), and helped my mom wrap presents until my fingers were numb. since then i've not moved from the love seat until Megan (celtic/gaelic: soft and gentle) came and picked me up at midnight to go drive around the poland spring in and smoke cigarettes.
and here i am, gracious, youthful, with soft hair.... avoiding my room, because there was fornication in the next room earlier, and i wanted to ralph. (english: wolf counselor.) ha. weird.
but i guess i should retire now. it'll make tomorrow come faster, and then end quicker.
merry fucking christmas to all. and to all a good night.
ps: i miss sarah cannon(hebrew: princess) and andrea weed(greek: gorgeous).
xoxox
so then a funky mood drive home, to discover
"a list of chores left on the kitchen counter with care,
in hopes that julie anne would soon be there."
so while chatting with my "international man of mystery"....i dusted, did dishes, vacuumed, smiled, laughed, pondered summer days, told sad stories, immitated salad fingers, folder laundry, swiffer wet fucked the kitchen floor and ate a slice of week old pizza. ha.
when my folks got home, i napped on the love seat with my laptop and my mom. and she woke up to the "moo" sound alarm on AIM. she jumped and was like, "what the hell was that?" and i just said...."quite possibly my life." and them i dozed back off again.
my dad then decided to make the biggest sandwich in the history of sandwiches while whistling SO LOUD in the kitchen that i knew it was time to wake up, respond to the mooing and knit.
then i looked up my first born child's name online. Conrad Dylan. Conrad means "bold and wise" and Dylan means "son of the ocean." how fucking perfect is that? i then learned that "erika lynn" is scandinavian for "honorable ruler and pretty one", my mom's name monica is greek for "advisor", my sister Jennifer is welsch for "white wave", my brother Trey, is latin for "three", kara is celtic/gaelic for "sweet melody" and julie anne is greek for, "soft haired-youthful gracious one"... not mention the best, alexander isaac is greek: protecter of mankind and hebrew: he will laugh.
if anyone is interested in looking up their names go to babynames.com. it's fun. and time killing.
after that, i watch napoleon (french: feirce one from naples) dynamite with my little brother Gerard (french: brave), and helped my mom wrap presents until my fingers were numb. since then i've not moved from the love seat until Megan (celtic/gaelic: soft and gentle) came and picked me up at midnight to go drive around the poland spring in and smoke cigarettes.
and here i am, gracious, youthful, with soft hair.... avoiding my room, because there was fornication in the next room earlier, and i wanted to ralph. (english: wolf counselor.) ha. weird.
but i guess i should retire now. it'll make tomorrow come faster, and then end quicker.
merry fucking christmas to all. and to all a good night.
ps: i miss sarah cannon(hebrew: princess) and andrea weed(greek: gorgeous).
xoxox