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i'm beautiful today. more beautiful than ever before. and no one told me so. i told me so. these past few weeks have been full of things i can't explain. all i can do is put down what is in my head now. because who knows if the way i feel will last. i guess what can be said is that the littlest birds sing the prettiest songs.
carolyn and i ate sushi. delicious.
there are crickets tonight. after andrea and watched a really good film, i went out for a smoke in the moonlight, and my skirt streamed in the night air as my body went back and forth on her tree swing. she danced in the long grass and caught me 3 fireflies. she lost the first 2. but ended with a little baby one. so the film i was talking about is called, "all i want". it was good. no Napoleon Dynamite. but still good.
this after noon as i lounged in the oyster shaped pool float at my aunt's house, i thought of how enjoyable my evening was last night. spent among friends. 3 boys. 3 girls. 1 deficit. smiles all around.
Dear Peggy, Patsy, and Candy,
i shall never forget Kiki's bridal shower. it was a splendid time.
love, Betsy
Lynne and i talked on the curb, in the parking lot of the restaurant. she's very insightful. very intelligent. it was a great conversation. i think i owe her for the courage she gave me. she's a leo. lions always have courage to spare. my temple and i are grateful. <3
watching you walk down the street in the rain this morning inspired me to fill pages of pretty things that you have said. and black and white images in my mind of huge waves crashing white foam over your head. i also thought about chasing after you as soon as i got the phone call from your work saying you didn't need to come in. alas, i was not that motivated. but it was the thought, right?
so now. off to bed. work at 7am. beach in York at 2. maybe i'll sleep in my own bed one of these days.
i need money.
spot on?
carolyn and i ate sushi. delicious.
there are crickets tonight. after andrea and watched a really good film, i went out for a smoke in the moonlight, and my skirt streamed in the night air as my body went back and forth on her tree swing. she danced in the long grass and caught me 3 fireflies. she lost the first 2. but ended with a little baby one. so the film i was talking about is called, "all i want". it was good. no Napoleon Dynamite. but still good.
this after noon as i lounged in the oyster shaped pool float at my aunt's house, i thought of how enjoyable my evening was last night. spent among friends. 3 boys. 3 girls. 1 deficit. smiles all around.
Dear Peggy, Patsy, and Candy,
i shall never forget Kiki's bridal shower. it was a splendid time.
love, Betsy
Lynne and i talked on the curb, in the parking lot of the restaurant. she's very insightful. very intelligent. it was a great conversation. i think i owe her for the courage she gave me. she's a leo. lions always have courage to spare. my temple and i are grateful. <3
watching you walk down the street in the rain this morning inspired me to fill pages of pretty things that you have said. and black and white images in my mind of huge waves crashing white foam over your head. i also thought about chasing after you as soon as i got the phone call from your work saying you didn't need to come in. alas, i was not that motivated. but it was the thought, right?
so now. off to bed. work at 7am. beach in York at 2. maybe i'll sleep in my own bed one of these days.
i need money.
spot on?