::sways:: if only...
Lots of thinking... just makes a mind more depressed than usual. Jebus, I dont know. At my recital, everything was fine, I didnt have to associate with anyone and then there he was.. my stalker ex boyfriend, Travis. That mother fucker's sister was playing and ARGH that was not cool. I dont know if he saw me play but he did wave to me when I wanted some damn cookies. Ehh... Luckily he didnt come talk to me because I woulda exploded.
I can't get my mind off of Zach (not shorty) and it just sucks. I have three days left until Ozzfest and I dont know how that's going to go. He loves someone else and throws me aside all the time. Gets pissed at me easily... Eh...
Pat can suck my fucking cock.. Rene's acting like my friend. (they're so good at this)
There's a party tonight at the guy's house where the police picked me and up and if people expect me to go well fuck it. The only reason I would go is to kick the living fucking shit out of john. I could get arrested if I go there so I will do it another time.
My mind is also on someone else who is in alot of pain... can't really help him, but i wish I could. If only online never happened... im sorry but i cant take this fake imagination anymore. I love you guys and basically all i have.. blah... fuck it im through
That would be awesome if they had a pill that could erase your whole memory. Forget everything, everyone. Nothing ever happened. To just start over... if only... but it won't ever happen. Good night ::goes to a corner::
I can't get my mind off of Zach (not shorty) and it just sucks. I have three days left until Ozzfest and I dont know how that's going to go. He loves someone else and throws me aside all the time. Gets pissed at me easily... Eh...
Pat can suck my fucking cock.. Rene's acting like my friend. (they're so good at this)
There's a party tonight at the guy's house where the police picked me and up and if people expect me to go well fuck it. The only reason I would go is to kick the living fucking shit out of john. I could get arrested if I go there so I will do it another time.
My mind is also on someone else who is in alot of pain... can't really help him, but i wish I could. If only online never happened... im sorry but i cant take this fake imagination anymore. I love you guys and basically all i have.. blah... fuck it im through
That would be awesome if they had a pill that could erase your whole memory. Forget everything, everyone. Nothing ever happened. To just start over... if only... but it won't ever happen. Good night ::goes to a corner::