Sep 28, 2003 22:11
I'm happy. Strange though. Things that I thought would be horrible have turned out to be better than they were before. It's different now, but so much better. I don't understand why it wasn't this great before though. It doesn't exactly make sense. Oh well. I just have to keep my distance, keep my wall up and protect my heart. No fucking way I'll allow anyone to make me feel the way I did not too long ago. No man is worth my tears and the one who is will never make me cry. He made me cry, he's not the one, but it's ok. I'm happier than ever.