Jun 04, 2003 21:52
I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. LET ME DO MY OWN FUCKING THING AND YOU STAY THE HELL OUT OF IT. YOU DON'T NEED TO BE AN ASSHOLE. I DON'T WANT TO HATE YOU BUT YOU MAKE IF JUST TOO FUCKING EASY. DON'T YELL AT ME FOR THINGS YOU KNOW YOU ARE GUILTY OF. JUST BECAUSE I'VE BEEN QUIET ALL MY LIFE, DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T HAVE THINGS TO SAY TO YOU. I ALMOST SAID IT ALL TO YOU TODAY AND IF YOU TREAT ME LIKE THAT AGAIN, I WILL FUCKING GO OFF ON YOUR ASS. I CAN'T STAND LIVING UNDER THE SAME GOD DAMN ROOF AS YOU AND WHEN I MOVE OUT, IT WILL BE THE HAPPIEST FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE. I'D RATHER LIVE A SLUM THAN LIVE IN THIS FUCKING HELL HOLE YOU LIKE TO REFER TO AS HOME. DON'T TRY TO COVER YOUR ASS. WE ALL KNOW YOU'RE GUILTY OF SAYING THINGS THAT SHOULDN'T BE SAID AND DOING THINGS THAT SHOULDN'T BE DONE. WE'D ALL LIVE IN A MORE PEACEFUL PLACE IF YOU WOULD JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP SOMETIMES. AND DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING TELL ME HOW TO FEEL AGAIN. I'LL FEEL HOWEVER THE FUCK I WANT TO FEEL AND YOU CAN'T DO SHIT ABOUT IT. YEAH DAD, THAT'S ONE FUCKING THING YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY FROM ME. THAT'S ONE FUCKING THING THAT IS ALL MINE. THAT IS ONE THING THAT YOU CAN NEVER TOUCH, BUT YOU TRIED TODAY, DIDN'T YOU? YEAH YOU TRIED TODAY AND YOU GOT TOLD TO SHUT THE HELL UP. HOW DOES IT FEEL TO KNOW THAT I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT THINKS YOUR WRONG? FEELS LIKE SHIT DOESN'T IT? YOU'VE BEEN WRONG A LOT BUT EVERYONE IS TOO FUCKING AFRAID OF YOU TO TELL YOU WHAT THEY THINK OF YOU. YOU'RE A DICK. YOU ARE JUST LIKE JAY. YOUR LOGIC IS NOT LOGICAL. TREATING SOMEONE LIKE THEY DID SOMETHING WRONG BECAUSE YOU THINK THEY MIGHT DO IT ISN'T RIGHT. YOU CAN'T PUNISH ME FOR THINGS I HAVEN'T DONE. YOU SAY YOU JUST DON'T WANT ME TO BE LIKE SEAN WHEN HE TURNED 16. WELL SHIT, DON'T TREAT ME LIKE I'M ALREADY ACTING LIKE THAT WHEN I KNOW I'M NOT. IT JUST MAKES ME WANT TO GO OUT AND DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT BECAUSE I'M GETTING IN TROUBLE FOR IT ANYWAYS, I MIGHT AS WELL FUCKIN DO IT AND HAVE A LITTLE FUN. DON'T PUSH ME FURTHER. I WON'T STAY QUIET ANY MORE. YOU WILL KNOW HOW I FEEL AND HOW I'VE FELT ALL THESE YEARS IF IT'S THE LAST THING I DO. YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT I'M STRESSED THE FUCK OUT. YOU THINK THAT ALL THE THINGS THAT GO ON AROUND HERE HAVE NO EFFECT ON ME. WELL THEY DO. IT HURTS ME AND STRESSES ME OUT. I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT SOMETIMES. I NEED A BREAK AND YOU DON'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT. I'M NOT JUST SOMEONE WHO SITS IN THE CORNER AND DOESN'T FEEL ANYTHING. TAKE A FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF. THE 2 KIDS THAT YOU HAVE RAISED DON'T LIKE YOU. THEY MAY LOVE YOU, BUT THEY DON'T FUCKING LIKE YOU. ISN'T THAT A SIGN THAT MAYBE YOU SHOULD CHANGE YOUR WAYS? ISN'T THAT A SIGN THAT MAYBE YOU'RE DOING SOMETHING WRONG? MAYBE IN YOUR HEAD IT SOUNDS RIGHT, BUT YOU CAN BE ONE OF THE MOST INSULTING PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET. AND DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING AGIAN TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD FUCKING FEEL.