my good times and frustrations
Titles was an amazing weekend and I hope I can do it again next year! Congratulations to all the girls who participated for making it through and having fun! It was great :)
I didn't win, but I wasn't really expecting too. Even though I wasn't, I still feel kind of disapointed, but it will pass soon enough I think. Yay emily (teen miss) and patti (1st runner up junior miss) ~ good job! I can't wait till vegas!
I'm afraid I've turned into one of those people that spreads themselves too thin so that they can't improve at anything. Dance was kind of uncoordinated tonight after a while, I hope it's just cause I was super tired. I don't know. I don't know how to get better and that really frustrates me! (Don't take that the wrong way...I know I'm not perfect -believe me I know- , I want to get better, I just don't know what I can do. The progress doesn't show so much anymore.) I live for stressful times. Busy times. Maybe it fills something in me. I love being busy though, so don't be fooled by my complaining, I do love it, it's just the sensible side of me that is venting about being worn out. (not sure if that made sense but oh well....I have chemistry to do so I should go anyways.)
Thanks to all who came to see titles or wished me luck! Your support really means a lot. Us performers live for that stuff :)
<3Bri<3
I didn't win, but I wasn't really expecting too. Even though I wasn't, I still feel kind of disapointed, but it will pass soon enough I think. Yay emily (teen miss) and patti (1st runner up junior miss) ~ good job! I can't wait till vegas!
I'm afraid I've turned into one of those people that spreads themselves too thin so that they can't improve at anything. Dance was kind of uncoordinated tonight after a while, I hope it's just cause I was super tired. I don't know. I don't know how to get better and that really frustrates me! (Don't take that the wrong way...I know I'm not perfect -believe me I know- , I want to get better, I just don't know what I can do. The progress doesn't show so much anymore.) I live for stressful times. Busy times. Maybe it fills something in me. I love being busy though, so don't be fooled by my complaining, I do love it, it's just the sensible side of me that is venting about being worn out. (not sure if that made sense but oh well....I have chemistry to do so I should go anyways.)
Thanks to all who came to see titles or wished me luck! Your support really means a lot. Us performers live for that stuff :)
<3Bri<3